So I'm probably, most definetely NOT getting an Internship Placement this semester...which assuming I passed my last one, means I'll have to post pone finishing my course by a year...yeah..that sucks.
Not to mention I need to renew my visa and theres my insurance to cover first and a bunch of other bills to get out of the way.
Overall, I just feel tired.
There are times when I just want to call my parents and ask them to get me a ticket out of here. I don't feel like I have the energy to continue anymore.
My friends, bless them, have been trying to get me out of this...self pity party....and now I feel bad for making them worry.
I mean, there are people out there who are in a lot bigger mess than I am, so I really shouldn't be complaining that much...half of me though just wants to not renew my visa and get home. I think I'm feeling a little homesick, which is odd because my brother and sister are here...though I haven't seen my dad in ages and the last visit was barely 2 weeks...I miss my parents.
I don't know what to do right now, everything is just coming at me...which is life I guess, though I wish I were better prepared for this.
