Broody no more

Lately I've been broody and sulking-ish...to be quite honest, I've been annoyed at myself for being rather spoiled. I missed a few bills and spent a little too much so I've was regretting my mistakes! but I keep forgetting, I'm 21!! I'm expected to make mistakes! and all this bill stuff is just money, It'll work out. God, I've been such a brat, if I were not me, I woud've hit myself for being such a child! you'd think a year partially alone would have at least taught me some independence, but the moment things start to get real, I'm calling my parents! -.-" and it's not just them, I mean, I even pester my sister alot, I just don't seem to realize that everyone else around me has a life too. Mostly because when someone calls, I drop everything to respond...I need to get a life...but most importantly, I need to check google now!! i've been eying the word quite for a whole minute wondering if I've got the right spelling or I just typed down the opposite of noisy....oh...it's the right one...:D (I know, weirdo right?)