Today I just realised that no one really knows the real me. And that's not from a lack of asking, but rather from the lies that I keep on telling. I'm honest about every aspect in life except about myself. I can't tell people about me. Lord knows why! I'm not sure if its fear that compels me, or trust...but whatever it is, when someone asks me a personal question, i either avoid it or lie about the answer. Don't get me wrong though, the only fear I have here is that one day the lies will finally catch up with me...I have no intention of letting anyone know who I really am. I'll give small doses of myself, but never the true me. Though it is interesting on how gullible people are, all I need to do is fake a facial expression or hesitate on a sentence and they think Im sputtering on the truth. Humans are such sheep.
